Why is it that i have to pretend to be something i'm not. Why do i have to smile when i'm not even the slightest bit happy. Why do i have to tell them i'm okay when i'm not. Why am i so selfish. Why can i not help anyone. Why can i not answer their questions. why am i so goddamn ugly. Why am i so useless. Why am i so crap at everything. Why can't everyone be happy. WHY CANT I JUST CRY. I sit there and i want to cry but i just can't. Can't. Want to scream , why can't i.
why is my nose blocked, my throat tight but i still cannot cry and this sadness won't go away.
why can't i get along with people.
i try really really hard.
to do things. i keep failing.
they fight like children.
i don't want to take sides. Feels like i'm being pushed to pick.
it's not working.
where is my comfort.
sad. sad. worried.
when will things get better. why aren't things getting better.
where can i go. who can i turn to.
just freaking why.
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