Got something else today. Left it out in the recollection of daily events. Purposefully.
Feeling guilty that i don't feel guilty.
went out for lunch today. It was interesting and i was strangely happy. Best not to doubt the intentions behind the lunch.
listened to someone today. Because you know how some people just want to be heard out? yeah, listened to one of those people.
"______, I honestly don't need any advice or anyone's advice or opinions. I just need someone to be there. That's all." said he.
If only everyone were so clear with their intentions so i know what kind of response to give.
Today was a day in which i told many lies.
talked to a someone today, helped a little with the schoolwork. i hoped i helped.
talked to another person today it's enjoyable. I want to hear more. And talk more.
i hope i'm not being seen as a child who needs to be entertained.
everyone's so busy i wish they'd talk more to me.
Maybe they don't want to be with the boring person.
Realised i'm too big to fit under the table anymore. It's been years since i last did that. Hurrah puberty! gotta find another place to squeeze into. they shifted the bed to meet the couch. There's no more space there anymore for me to sit and hide. y'know cuz small areas offer comfort. more safety in a small cupboard than a dark open field where you don't know what's lurking.
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