I don't really know how to deal. As in, there are so many things i cannot really cope with. When things get too complicated and noisy i just shut down. Y'know like, my brain doesn't work anymore and i have to sit down and close my eyes. I don't understand what i need to do. It's like, some times i want to cry and not do anything anymore. It's not me to take things lightly. I'm the thinker. But when i get lost i just cannot deal. what should i do? I'm afraid to do so much yet i still want to try.

D: really just. D: