Hey guys, or hello there anyone who reads whats posted up here.I haven't updated in a long while. writers block. I'm sorry. I tried writing a story. Well, a chapter one anyway. Hmmm.... I don't have anything to talk about, really.....OH YEAH my japanese friends are here :) They're quite nice. Oh yeah(again) we painted a wall at *scape today. We will go back to finish painting it on monday. Because we couldn't today.
Youtube is awesome. The Vlogbrothers are awesome. Nerdfighters are awesome ( They are made of awesome). Charlieissocoollike is awesome and so is nerimon. Well there are a TON of other awesome things in the world. So I shan't spend all my time trying to list them down.
Finally, I'll be getting my tablet soon. Hope I can draw some things and post them here. Well I have to wake early tomorrow so ill be a-sleeping now.
*Questions of the day: Why are books here so pricey, not to mention few?
-Circa
Friday, March 11, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
Run off a cliff
So here's a story because there's nothing for me to say about this week(it is now three weeks after?). Mind you, it'll probably not be good in the first place...It;s your typical evil stepmother story. Go on if you wish though :)
This is up till where is stopped. I will edit it in the future and complete it. Probably...
This is up till where is stopped. I will edit it in the future and complete it. Probably...
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
To which rules
Paranoia. In case you haven't realised by now, I'm a paranoid person. Too much so, maybe, but thats because I think. One can never think too much. Let me give you an example. (Some common thing that may happen tomorrow, or the day after, or after that.) Say we have to do a self-intro tomorrow. Say it's my turn and I've decided to do something different. I actually want to tell the teacher who I am, that I think too much. Say I tell her I space out a lot because I think too much and my mind wanders. (Damnation. I'm actually telling you this.) She'll probably think I'm weird. Which doesn't<-- Somehow I feel the need to say don't. bother me so much because everyone does. Not EVERYONE, but most in context. I've had people coming up to me saying " you're weird." Wowzers! Gee, thanks. As if I didn't already know that. One of my friends ( yes, I do consider her as a friend...) said I was special*. *Friend A, if you are reading this, please feel in no way offended. Not many people are considered my friends. She's the nicest person so far. I guess being weird is nice and all.
See? A perfect example to how my mind wanders. If my entries are too tiring for you then its fine if you stop reading. Right here. I mean it. Since you're still reading, I'll go on anyway. Don't say I didn't warn you.
Back to where I was....wait... I forgot. Let me scroll up to check. Yes, thinking too much. I can sit down for haha I can rally sit down forever actually. I hate moving. Lazy as you can see. Yay I'm such a poet. What I meant was that I can sit down till the cows come home. Thinking about the most random thing, like why aren't I doing my homework. Which will lead onto why I'm I don't want to do it or can't. Sooner or later (probably sooner) it'll lead onto cake or making jelly. Oh fishsticks, I just remembered I have an unopened packet of jelly to make. And here I was, trying to make jelly for everyone.(well some people actually. I only have THAT much jelly mix...) Looks like they're fated not to have any. I will try though to give some to my friends. Hopefully it'll taste decent...you'll never know....what with premixed food and all.
Thats all for this weeks episode on Paranoia! Stay tuned for more! This entry doesn't really say anything at all but that because I'm too paranoid about revealing too much that I instinctively won't write it. So I guess this entry says it all indirectly. Or directly. Whatever.
See? A perfect example to how my mind wanders. If my entries are too tiring for you then its fine if you stop reading. Right here. I mean it. Since you're still reading, I'll go on anyway. Don't say I didn't warn you.
Back to where I was....wait... I forgot. Let me scroll up to check. Yes, thinking too much. I can sit down for haha I can rally sit down forever actually. I hate moving. Lazy as you can see. Yay I'm such a poet. What I meant was that I can sit down till the cows come home. Thinking about the most random thing, like why aren't I doing my homework. Which will lead onto why I'm I don't want to do it or can't. Sooner or later (probably sooner) it'll lead onto cake or making jelly. Oh fishsticks, I just remembered I have an unopened packet of jelly to make. And here I was, trying to make jelly for everyone.(well some people actually. I only have THAT much jelly mix...) Looks like they're fated not to have any. I will try though to give some to my friends. Hopefully it'll taste decent...you'll never know....what with premixed food and all.
Thats all for this weeks episode on Paranoia! Stay tuned for more! This entry doesn't really say anything at all but that because I'm too paranoid about revealing too much that I instinctively won't write it. So I guess this entry says it all indirectly. Or directly. Whatever.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Reply to ze kindness thingy
(I'm typing from my laptop so it should probably be a longer entry.) So my friend says that kindness is shown because you want to feel good about yourself. I forgot which side I stood for or rather what I thought. So here's what I currently think. Eh.... oh yeah, people want to be recognised? Or something. However no matter what you say, they. Will . Have. A. Motive.
Whether it's known to them or not.
Oh, apparently what sets us apart from apes is the ability to think for others and not just to ones own benefit.<-- This is due to evolution and the lack of certain skills to survive. Making us having to work together to survive then. Apparently we've lost this touch now. I don't blame anything. Now that we've managed to survive on our own we probably will forget how to help ea--wait..... This "Kindness" thing had the intention of yourself surviving by getting others to work for you in the first place. HA.
Which means that kindness, in the end is given for selfish reasons and not just because people want to feel good about themselves. Over the years, it's been drummed into our minds that WE NEED TO HELP OTHERS. They forgot to mention why. ("They" is probably society. Which is, in the end just a bunch of people. Nevertheless, there is nothing I fear more than people. Which is why I choose to sit behind my computer screen and type this.)
And this brings me on to something else. If helping others was so good, why can't they help everyone out of poverty? Sure they can give the underprivileged food and shelter etc. But in the end they still will not help them out of their situation. In fact, we need them. If everyone under the sky were rich, who would provide us with materials? Everyone would be having desk jobs. NO ONE would build houses or farm. The standard of living would also go up because everyone can afford what they want. This would make everything high in demand much much more expensive. Till some can no longer afford it. Cuz there's no one doing the work we look down so much upon. And the cycle of poverty will repeat itself again.
There is inequality among man. Even in animals.Yet, this inequality keeps the world balanced when you look at it. Which brings us back to the question : Why do we even try to understand the universe? People are scared of what they do not know. Fear rules all. Knowledge is power.
Ah, I digressed from the main topic at hand. This is what actually goes on in my mind just so you know. This entry is my attempt to try and be more open to who's arsed enough to read what I write here. There should be nobody far as I know. Kindness, is something we've made for our own benefit. Nothing has changed in the end. We still need others to survive. Still incapable on our own and we accept it. (Well most of us anyway) Old and wise people don't like accepting kindness.
-Circa
Whether it's known to them or not.
Oh, apparently what sets us apart from apes is the ability to think for others and not just to ones own benefit.<-- This is due to evolution and the lack of certain skills to survive. Making us having to work together to survive then. Apparently we've lost this touch now. I don't blame anything. Now that we've managed to survive on our own we probably will forget how to help ea--wait..... This "Kindness" thing had the intention of yourself surviving by getting others to work for you in the first place. HA.
Which means that kindness, in the end is given for selfish reasons and not just because people want to feel good about themselves. Over the years, it's been drummed into our minds that WE NEED TO HELP OTHERS. They forgot to mention why. ("They" is probably society. Which is, in the end just a bunch of people. Nevertheless, there is nothing I fear more than people. Which is why I choose to sit behind my computer screen and type this.)
And this brings me on to something else. If helping others was so good, why can't they help everyone out of poverty? Sure they can give the underprivileged food and shelter etc. But in the end they still will not help them out of their situation. In fact, we need them. If everyone under the sky were rich, who would provide us with materials? Everyone would be having desk jobs. NO ONE would build houses or farm. The standard of living would also go up because everyone can afford what they want. This would make everything high in demand much much more expensive. Till some can no longer afford it. Cuz there's no one doing the work we look down so much upon. And the cycle of poverty will repeat itself again.
There is inequality among man. Even in animals.Yet, this inequality keeps the world balanced when you look at it. Which brings us back to the question : Why do we even try to understand the universe? People are scared of what they do not know. Fear rules all. Knowledge is power.
Ah, I digressed from the main topic at hand. This is what actually goes on in my mind just so you know. This entry is my attempt to try and be more open to who's arsed enough to read what I write here. There should be nobody far as I know. Kindness, is something we've made for our own benefit. Nothing has changed in the end. We still need others to survive. Still incapable on our own and we accept it. (Well most of us anyway) Old and wise people don't like accepting kindness.
-Circa
Friday, February 11, 2011
Things done today?
Lets see here, I had Art Club today. That's great. My English teacher who's resigning has to stay on till Tuesday. That's even better. (I'm not being sarcastic here just so you know.) And now I'm writing this post. Yippee you.(How bout this then?)
We had a Chinese test today (As mentioned in the entry before the last). For the first time in a year, I feel like I can pass. HA. FEEL. "Think" would be the better word. We also had a Biology test today, this I know I'll pass. It's a matter of getting an "A" or something else. Art Club was fun like it always is. We're doing designs for a wall mural. So I drew the two people who created Google! Lets just say, it didn't turn out too good...
That's it for this post cuz' I want to reply to something my friend posted.
Go here to see her blog: Mitch G
* It's WAY better than mine :)
We had a Chinese test today (As mentioned in the entry before the last). For the first time in a year, I feel like I can pass. HA. FEEL. "Think" would be the better word. We also had a Biology test today, this I know I'll pass. It's a matter of getting an "A" or something else. Art Club was fun like it always is. We're doing designs for a wall mural. So I drew the two people who created Google! Lets just say, it didn't turn out too good...
That's it for this post cuz' I want to reply to something my friend posted.
Go here to see her blog: Mitch G
* It's WAY better than mine :)
Rocky Masters
Well, at least I think that's the name of the cafe I went to yesterday. It should be. Yes I’m sure after googling it. My Chinese tuition teacher brought my brother and me along for dinner (my mandarin is that bad...). We took the MRT (that’s mass rapid transport for you if you didn’t know) to City Hall on the way there I was telling her how I would have ignored anyone I used to know if I met on the streets. Ironically, I met this guy I know while crossing the road and said hi.
At last we reached “Rocky Masters,” each of us ordered a pizza: Hawaiian, mushroom and barbecued chicken. Boy, was it tough translating my tuition teacher’s order for mandarin to English. Just as we were about make out payment (her treat. Though we insisted to paying for it), someone comes and taps her from the back. We look back and soon find out—it’s her friend! Duh.
So he paid for the meal, we thanked him like the good kids we are, sit down and wait for our food. Awkward silence ensued. That’s until my chine—let’s just call J shall we? (HA. HA just like in bloody Monday.) Starts telling her friend about us. Yay me. The food arrives, we eat, we talk, everyone is happy…She even buys pizzas back for my parents who decided to give them to us for breakfast. Oh yeah, her friend gave us a ride backJ. We even managed to see the lights in China town. Great, now you know where I’m from and that bothers me somehow….
Oh and I’m banned from using the computer on weekdays. Great. Oh well, not like thats going to happen.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Before my dinner
As the name states, I'm waiting for my dinner. Lets see here..Ah, there's no need for a self introduction or the like (you can probably find out what kind of person I am as you read). However I must say that I'm a very, very lazy person. So I don't think this blog will last through the month. I mean it'll still be here but probably growing weeds or something...Well you get what I mean.
Well I may be getting a graphics tablet soon. If anything, it'll be a Wacom Bamboo Fun. Which means that I have to learn how to use Photoshop. Oh the joy...
Notice how almost every line has an "I" in it? A friend of mine pointed it out. She maintains that humans are selfish. Which I agree, to a certain extent. Ha ha. See? I used "I" again twice in this sentence too. Not that I (lol) care or anything.
Next, I may post some writings of mine up here. That all depends. I'm not asking you to read it or anything, skip it if you want to. Read it if you want. Don't expect anything though. My English standard isn't that good in the first place. I wouldn't even call it good. Which is a reason why I've decided to keep a blog...It'll improve my English....? Or so I hope. Which means I shouldn't use shorthand but that'll just bore the heck out of you.
That's all for today folks, I have a ton of homework (great, now you know I'm still in school) and that just spiffing. Just realised that I've had enough of procrastinating for today. You know what they say, better late than never.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
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